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MoOd: A bit tired!

RoCkIn: TMARC uniform if u neva saw it ask me and ill send u a pictue of it!!

WoW is been how long since ive last updated on xanga. A girl is busi u DIG!!!! aahhh daz my new slang.. i got a few new words so if ur readin this and ur anywhere close to be confused im sorri.. but life is cool cant realli complain. im havin fun chillen wit some ppl that mean alot to me that i havent seen in made long. Madd stories to tell and no energy or concern to actually tell them all......

ill jus say wats important.

1) me and hood hop are doin fine. i mean yea we got our issues that we cant realli do anything about (blame our parents for gettin pregnant two yrs apart) but we are workin on them and hopefully all will be well. He called me last nite at like 1am becuz he cudnt sleep and he was thinkin about me .. i love his charm but im not even gonna lie im afraid of it. u kno how something is so good its scary that nuthin is wrong wit it. yea well thats how i feel about him. i told my mom about him and she said he was too old for me. but that she knows i like im and immma talk to him anyway so she cant help who i like.

2)but i feel bad cuz i wanna tell one of my friends all the good and bad thats happenin btwn me and hood hop but she told me she is jealous of me and i dont wanna further that by throwin in her face that im happi. i mean i dont kno how to feel that she is jealous. i mean she claims i get alot of attention but i work for the attention i get i guess. she is a very shy person around ppl she doesnt kno .... me on the other hand i try and make new friends every chance i get. i love meetin new ppl.  but i also feel abd cuz i feel like im smotherin her personality. not givin her a chance to be outgoin cuz im so outgoin that im enuff for all of us. i meet ppl and make them OUR friends instead of jus my friends. if she talks to them and furthers the relationship is on her but i felt like i was helpin her by not bein selfish wit the ppl i kno. i dont kno wat to so. i jus wish the best 4 her cuz i do love her and i dont like the feelin of ppl bein jealous of me not even my enemies. ppl do and think crazi shit wen they are jealous and i dont like that.

i had a flow of emotions earlier here it is:

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAINA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

man oH man..... i crack myself up sometimes... yesterday i wrote allure this crazi comment to one of her post ... like lately wit the come of summer and the closer i get to gettin outta here (NY) the happier i am.. like goin to philly and bein wit my pplz iz like one of the highlights of my year. I look forward to escapin my mom, expectations, rules, bothersome ppl and jus be me.. over there the atmosphere is so much different and iz good thats iz over the summer cuz iz more of an escape . i wudnt like it as much if it was full yr... thats prolly y c-high stresses me out if it wasnt so LONG i prolly wud love chigh.. but yea

aint it crazi how ppl go thru things that u thought u get over after a certain age. like tryin to please ppl is gettin old. as i get older im gettin more blunt and i dont give a damn if ppl like me.... YES everyone wants ppl to like them thats y i flirt wit everyone (allure said that i even flirt wit girls not in the sexual way but in the make u feel special way) becuz I like ppl to like me but if they dont then wat can i do about it.... nuthin. Ppl either like me or they dont and if they dont thats on them. Im kinda stressed becuz my girl aint confident in herself and she haas no reason not to be. iz not like she ugly or busted up she has nice teeth and she is smart and funny so y aint u confident in yaself ...... ur alot betta off than some chickens out there who are hella confident and aint go no damn reason to be but wen u confident ppl gotta respect u..  no matta how busted u are. I jus wish confidence came in bagettes(lol thanx allure) cuz i wud buy madd ppl one and iz crazi but i have like 3 friends that aint confident in them selves and it makes me sad cuz im so confident of a person and i dont think of myslef as bein better off than them. like they all have qualities that shud or atleast wud make me madd confident. one of my friends told me last week that she likes me becuz of my confidence and thats y she chills wit me but i dont get it..... u like me cuz im confident dont u think ppl will like u if u ARE..... wateva on that topic i have to much emotions on that

im bein madd at hood hop jus cuz i can.... he called me last nite and i aint answer .... i mite call him this weekend. Lavern is sad that im leavin in a week. imma miss my booo ..... i realli hope he is not movin to philly cuz den imma break up wit him.. like me and long distance dont work. if i get bored wit u ritte here imagine if u was two hrs away in another state.... yea but imma stop now .... and no i didnt write my love poem had too much on my mind to even sort out the words.... but daz it for today.....

Currently Playing I Gotta Make It By Trey Songz see related

*You*

Name- Ms. Blue
Age- Sweet Sixteen
Birthday- 4/23
Eye Color- Brown
Hair Color- Black
Height- 5'2
Favorite Saying- Chicken HEAD
Fears- Loneliness and Failure

*School*
Where do you go to School- CHIGH

Do You Like it- sometimes
Whats your favorite Subject- My Frees
Whats your least Favorite Subject- Drumming alst term

Whats your school Colors- green and gold
Whats your School Mascot- The gator
Do you play any Sports at your School- Dance lol
Do you go to a private school?- Yeah
Do you have to wear uniforms- Yeah

*Favorties*
Ice cream- Vanilla
Food- fried chicken and sweet stuff
Holiday- Christmas
Actor-Denzel and Chris tucker
Actress- Halle Berry and Julia Roberts
Season- Spring
Color-BLUE
Sport- Football

Song- At this moment... I gotta Make It by Trey Songz

*Random*
Do you like to read?- sumtimes
Whats your middle name- Deborah
Whats your favorite Movie- Head of State white chicks mean girls
Cursive OR Print- Print
Favorite Restaurant- Mr. Chow
Funny OR Sarcastic- Both
Pepsi OR Coke- Pepsi
McDonalds OR Burger King- McDonanlds